jimmie thats me

2009-01-12T12:23:00.000+08:00

2008-12-08T18:05:00.008+08:00

going off to hongkong in 10 hours time!
spent today with cousin evelyn and shan
its them plus the arashi tracks (ooo ohno satoshi!!!)
as a result now im super hyped up, cant wait to fly off up up and away
gonna miss home though especially my sleeping necessaries & mom mom mom
rarrrh

2008-12-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

chalet!
mostly spent wii-ing
omg rayman is so irritating and i totally suck at it, but its loads of fun
celebrated jin's bday on 4th midnight ^.^

gained enlightenment.
and a piercing
girl, just grow up

thanks shan
i needed this to start anew

2008-12-07T08:39:00.001+08:00

arashi's Beautiful Days

Proud of your love
Tomorrow I will face the world all by myself

2008-12-02T15:52:00.003+08:00

1st dec
Mom's birthday
had a simple dinner at home the night before

although there are times we just cant agree on stuff like curfews piercings drinking
irene ure still the bestest mom ever
so sorry i cant celebrate it on the actual day with u cos of prom
dont agree with u that another year older means ure getting wrinkly and senile
ure aging gracefully and look so young for ur age
and just wanna say that i love u always
aww

shall post abt prom again soon

2008-11-30T04:10:00.002+08:00

hanazawa rui <3

2008-11-25T15:30:00.004+08:00

feeling tons better aft watching life transformers
c'mon girl, u can do this
ameloblastoma no way u can get the better of me
i swear

to cheer myself up decided to dye my hair red instead of brown
turns out not as perky n bright as i would like but oh well
looks good to me, hope it doesnt fade faaaaast
pray hard it stays till cous keith's wedding

2008-11-24T11:28:00.001+08:00

早知道会是这样
但心情就像最初发现时
先是难以接受
再是自责

你可不可以现在马上立刻来斗我笑

2008-11-23T14:44:00.001+08:00

gymming with fred n fish ystd at tamp
mushh would love that place
get back from taiwan soon omg u

2008-11-21T00:33:00.001+08:00

teo heng K-ing today to celebrate caixiang's bday,
one week in advance -.-
but we decided its a must to hav another cosy gathering next wk on real day
so i'll see the little (oops) girl again real soon
my bear bear is finally legal
now she can drink with me!
not like she will
because we all know wad happens when she does

anyways, saw mr l** chee cheong fun at katong
(hoho mushroom dont kill me)
he isnt that amazing i think

whew
and kiat sounded wonderful
must try to make it to his gigs one of these days

hey girl we know ure grateful,
your bday is a special day for the gang too
and if u dont know how to express ur thanks
we understand cos ure only a little girl HAHA
u can do so by continuing to bring more joy to the group
and shower ur carebear-ness on us
as u hav always done

cx lynn and cous shan got me interested in dbsk
now watching their mv's
got ALOT
but omg jae joong
okk or maybe cos he is the only one i recognise aft watching for half an hr

cx took a photo of me which she thinks is a piece of art,
zzz my hair so messy la

jimmy n her baileys
partially drunk i think

2008-11-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

how to sum up my 2 years in tj
all the bitter n sweet stuff
hopefully in a short entry too
cos im feeling too sleepy right now aft a long post A's wind down session
but come to think of it
the best and easy way out...

is to leave blogging abt it to another time
when im more awake

prom, chalet then hongkong.woosh
1807-because the memories live on

2008-05-08T22:38:00.001+08:00

Im inspired by Dr William Tan,the extraordinary wheelchair athlete.Before my rugby training today saw him on his racing wheelchair at track.
a quote from him “There are no dreams that are unattainable for anyone who has the will and determination to redefine what is humanly possible!”
dont give up ongjunmin
梦再远也要追

2008-05-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

shall blog abt 绿园之夜 soon. real memorable.

2008-04-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

Friendly against HCI today, nearly draw with no tries. But i didnt watch my damned wing. Grave mistake lost 1 nil.
oh no ongjunmin.

emo

coach says its the best game so far though.and they r supposed to be imba

go team, last 2 games.

and rehearsal aft that,
its been a long day
im really sry bird i cant be thr AGAIN

ystd went for a cheerup karaoke session with siao n tri.

siao has a new name 一定是 mi-ra-cle

so yea i straightened out my thoughts
i've done wad i can
the rest is up to u
and i really hope someday u'll change my mind
cheers

2008-04-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Kitty Online, mmorpg!
its going into closed beta. OMG its extremely cute.

just finished reading my library book. shall lend the book to siao and watch her get super exasperated with the story plot thats so full of twists i almost gave up before reaching the happy ever after. the story is awfully sweet not just because part of the book is abt chocolate, but finally after one awfully big round, he says te amo.

2008-04-06T13:59:00.000+08:00

Double post today cos this is really impt.
Do not be alarmed.
Do this pictures remind u of anyone from 1807? :)

zoolyn and laogao

girl with curious hair 0.o

Yea national libraries have a wonderful collection of educational books.
and Reading Provokes. *laogao face*
i kept my promise,i didnt mention ur name ok,girl-with-curious-hair.by the way when u listed the names that forbid me from identifying u, u left out Helmet...

像漫步云海
吹著回忆的风

2008-04-06T00:29:00.000+08:00

at rehearsal now.

scene 7.

go sunthai n racheline!

poor ignored tri plus chunhiang making dumplings at the back until they start rotting.

sunthai's lines keep mentioning char siew bao. i got sudden craving for dimsum.
lalala

绿园之夜
2nd May 2008
7pm
《叉烧包》

2008-04-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

one fine day i was on mc and didnt go sch, the next day i asked kingkong if anything interesting happened in cls. he gave me a kun rao,constipated plus classic pervert face.

"i dunno...................................................................*really a very long pause until i went back to doing my tutorials*............................................................... too many interesting things happen in 1807 everyday."
if i were to blog abt the mad happenings each day,can just type until my fingers rot.seriously.

april fools day, a carrot cake and pheh! decided to prepare a surprise for their dear clsmates.they scraped off cream from mini oreos n put in sensodyne toothpaste plus pepper.unsuspecting seow and 2ongjunmins politely took one each when noi offered it to them.and we chewed,and chewed(like yea new oreo flavor--mint, i know they've got peanut butter wad) until ah noi whispered in our ears the biscuit ingredients. thats when our stomachs started churning. urgh. nearly died n puked during training.

thats how we became the first victims.not that we're stupid but it didnt taste suspicious, or start foaming in our mouths.

heard that adele actually ate and went, eh quite nice leh. so chongs took one too.

lunchtime we made an auntie at hawker cua tio.i saw her jump n her eyes widen.oops.

xinjun is one reluctant dad. siao is mushroom, 'mo gu' mo koo
fengyi indignantly points her finger at an innocent bystander,me.
'pi gu', as in butt, pi koo
jiayi became 'sua gu'. su koo
thanks leh mr koo

yuang is ugly boy.and xj has big whatevers.

ccc rehearsal was pretty fun,
and many more random incidents.

but today is a special day yea.
girl ima be dancing on clouds

2008-03-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

我才发现我比想像中爱你
只是一时不小心错过了你

如果遇见幸福的机率要千万分之一
不顾一切也要找回你

2008-03-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

just came back from dhsco 公演.seeing 郑老师,the 排位 etc. overwhelmed by a feeling... its still that traditional co without frills n costumes.just a quality perfomance with students donning their smart navy blue blazers that are seemingly bursting at the seams with sincerity.some things never change.

its been 2 years since i've graduated from dhs n since i didnt make it a point to go back n help 分 the jnrs, most songs were unfamiliar to me. so i was really looking forward to the alumni piece 花木兰, since its the v first song i learnt when i stepped into 大组. vivace part of hua mu lan made me cry, not cos im so touched by the music that i actually saw mu lan standing thr in her shiny armor n helmet(though that should be the ideal effect) but cos cliche as it may sound, beautiful memories came back in torrents.

郑老师 and his indescribable unique way of conducting, 郭老师 n how i got my nickname jimmy, 上音 with 王妈妈 3/4 of time touching my eyebrows or whacking my wrists, n always smiling 丁老师. pracs with chinyong's batch, khaiqi's and finally peijean's. the 大组s and rusty 谱架s that kept collapsing. tiring 排位and 弦乐组 revolution, 集训 and 康乐 , whr they always order chicken rice, malaysia trip, my roomie pek,奶妈奶爸 john and pk. not forgetting syf whr 中胡 left everyone in cold sweat even up till rehearsal, and the gold with honours at the end of the day. of cos thr's 公演 with lazing ard on backstage sofa,搬乐器, 调音. 2006 齐奏赛马, was really a dynamic piece.

and many other fragments that came back to me while listening to that 保留曲.

to my 3 zhonghu jnrs felicia,ivan,and clarence, i can only say im really sorry for being MIA during 2007 syf year. initially it was the excitement of entering a jc, then SCIP and planning first-intakers party kinda kept me busy, i felt i wouldnt be able to make a difference even if i went bac to help, seeing as how i failed theory and didnt play well.then came the operation that left me afraid to face anyone except for those that i inevitably had to meet. by the time i got my brace and was back to rugby, i had so much more catching up to do with the sch work that i had forsaken as well as working towards the stamina that the rest of my teamies had.once again 2008 siyuan asked if i was interested in performing. i said yes but in the end i agreed with irene that i've long since lost touch in erhu, so i shouldnt be thr to affect the orchestra music.

but i really do miss dhsco alot,everyone of u. even the housefly.

if by a miracle, i could turn time back, i would have practised much harder for kao ji and all. i was a v disappointing music student though i often bluffed myself into thinking its just nil inclination towards music. also i would choose to have handled that relationship in a much more matured way and hopefully not hurt anyone. i wish i had told u how i always felt about u too. so many regrets n no chances to redeem myself. now that i've straightened out my thoughts compared to sec sch co days, i shouldnt let anything stop me from giving my best in doing things im passionate abt and making the right decisions.

kinda braindead from all the flooding thoughts tonight.shall end off this post.

2008-03-19T17:39:00.000+08:00

si bei gek sim

2008-03-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

ystd aft exams cls went katong for K-ing session.we were itching to sing but so many of us were down with cough or flu.damn.halfway thru we decided to sing some huat n random songs, hokkien ones like 陳雷 's hua he jiu ho n childhood songs like this very sad one abt a mud doll.lame lah but we desperately needed to destress. taking a short break to prep and carry ourselves thru a longer distance. look how hard she's studying! fortunately Tri can count on my Prince to give her some comfort. somewhr in the middle of our stressful mugging, we started fighting using 2 bears in my room,it started all cos of jiayi's lame face.

NUS open hse today, went for a few talks. faculty of dentistry one they said thr would be opportunities for some interaction with kids so if u enjoy working with children and some other qualities,could try this field of studies,which got me vvv interested(: though my ultimate ambition is still to be a paediatrician. but like the supplement in today's paper says, competition is just too fierce in securing a place in popular courses like medicine.if thats what ure aiming for,u got to be beyond outstanding,dabbling in every sch activity to be a perfect all-rounder.scholarly,leader,athlete,initiator of community service projects,testimonials from job internships etc. hmm wow..so everyone's striving to be godlike huh. i wonder how many applicants who chiong so hard to get straight A's and perfect portfolio are passionate about serving in the healthcare industry, other than just thinking that its meaningful to save lives n that its a highly respectable occupation in the opinion of most people.

yes so the point is thr's nothing wrong with dreaming of being the owner of a chain of 'mama stores'..? maybe someday we will all realise Jin has great foresight abt which is the most rewarding career path.

In the pursue of academics excellence,i hope i will never lose my true self and my dreams.BLAH,not that im performing exceptionally well now,like woah elite student.
Seow n me decided to watch the leap years(thankfully watching movies is a much less emotionally and mentally draining activity).yea it was a romantic story that involved a long but eventually rewarding wait. aww and the 2 of us are like crybabies plus suckers for fairytale endings, so it was like her sniffling,me drying my tears =X

ooh and i think Raymond(jason chan) is omg cute. intellectual eye candy. and bet u didnt know, he acted as Cam Watanabe/Green Power Ranger

2008-03-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

zomg
one more day to bio chem exams
though im somewhat more prepared than i hav ever been for tests for this 1yr plus.
studied at marine parade library today with girl qianying(no link!) n kangyu.
lunch at parkway, saw cephee poots (: and ruth the magnificent.hello uuu.
aft lunch it started raining like mad. and we bought newspaper to shelter the pathetic us bac to library.malu but it was damn funny, not like those papers provided much shelter.

studied till 9,i was super productive today yayy(but i could never have achieved that by myself though.its peer influence.lalala)
go go ongjunmin.study hard.
sry fish i was such a parasite, borrowing ur stuff and spreading my germs but i know u still love me to bits aye

and today i found out to be a dermatologist, still have to take medicine at uni.
thats it lah, no lok cock scores!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

i love irene so uber much(: mom,the things that u hav done for me,i dunno how to express my gratitude.ure irreplaceable,my soulmate.

Went for NTU open hse with tri and tj ystd. alighted at wrong stop n took a looong walk. Really keen on their biomed tcm double degree, but probably need to achieve 3As to be considered. Hell, im feeling damn stressed up but at the same time its a push factor to study. toured a few places within sch of biological sciences, the 3 of us more or less share similar views on wad kinda courses are more appealing so we're working towards our goals. jiayou! haha but i dont see why tj wanna go university putra malaysia. and tri,rmb to work on ur chinese if u wanna go into tcm, how abt starting with that blog entry u promised..

i hate the way we become strangers when the time comes twice a week.

2008-03-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

There i was, major flood session crying my head off when suddenly came a loud hiccup.talk abt anti climax. me n mushroom just rolled on the floor of basketball court laughing n staring at the sky. tricia came to give me a kiss. volleyball-ed until it became too dark to differentiate yu ang's head from the ball.

it must be magic,how they carry out disaster relief faster than u can say 'red cross'.
love u guys.

just a little digression:
its as though moms can predict future.at the end of the day ure hurt & weary,and upon reflection,they always seem to be right.
moms know something the rest of us dont.
cheers to pauline,irene & all the other moms i know

2008-03-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

1807 cls video for temasek challenge! omg it so totally rocks, shrugs, maybe cos it is made up totally of inside jokes n others may not find it funny.but anywayyys its still wonderful.

copied this from tri's blog.
to the tune of 12 days of christmas:

on the 25th day of TJ, my college gave to me,
25 18 rocking,
24 calvin niao-ing,
23 philine feeling,
22 zhihui Kc,
21 randy's cherie,
20 professor meijing,
19 cheryl poking,
18 laoda yiying,
17 louis burping,
16 orh lang jiamin,
15 jolyn dancing,
14 xiumin sao-ing,
13 yulan shaking,
12 randy eating,
11 donglin sleeping,
10 winifred,
9 mushroom fengyi,
8 kingkong roaring,
7 tujin studying,
6 chiahow singing,
5 tan qian ying *BOOM*,
4 tricias,
3 yuangs,
2 ong jun mins,
and a xiangrui with a jiayi!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=CMLRXq2XtSU
1807! huat ar

2008-02-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

omg calvin how could u say that in front of mrs lim???
junmin is like !!!!!!!!
ROAR
i whack ur tiger!

2008-02-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

My left leg is shorter than right leg.zzz.sch physiotherapist added 2 stacks of paper before i looked more balanced.anyway thats wad causes stress on one side blah blah blah which explains spraining of left side of my back. And more sprains to come.wooh.feels like i discovered a handicap. anyway her massage was a... refreshing one.dying to not yell in pain.

2008-02-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

Look wad mr tan wrote on censored's script.

erm, yes. who's the one who couldnt see his vday card...

Walked with girl to interchange. On the way we saw this ginger cat lying thr, its mouth wide open, and thr were whiny squeals and incoherent talking sounds.
Me: eh wads that noise huh, must be that cat la
Seow: (stares hard at the cat) OMG REALLY?!!
and seow, i really tried hard not to laugh. i just found it a little bit too funny that u didnt notice the little boy on second floor window making those noises above the cat.
but not bad la! considering how u broke ur multi-tasking record of walking talking and breathing at the same time (:

2008-02-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Taylor Swift: Teardrops On My Guitar

And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

watched arsenal birmingham till half time during chem tuition.
omg omg Fabregas

2008-02-23T05:11:00.000+08:00

Argh how to do well in probability?! i hate it.who cares wad are the chances of things happening.if its not meant to be urs also no point forcing it or keep thinking abt it right.knn.gonna get zero for ystd maths test.
mood lightened abit when i went to watch ps i love u with fred,ms wong,siao,dong,girl,jin,tri,laogao,ah noi,fat at CS ystd. the movie is actually based on a novel by Cecelia Ahern. its got quite a gd plot. Gerry is this funny & loving husband who brings out the best in Holly even after his death.and i cried with almost every ps i love u in his letter. dear tri hope ure not na men abt the story anymore, after all separation and death is part of life.and for wini's info, gerry died of brain cancer in the book, cos we missed the start of movie, like again.

dong said i look bimbotic when he didnt know me well at the start of last yr and he was shocked when mr tan gave me that mark for essay. hmmm im still quite kun rao abt that, thats really not how i want others to perceive me to be. silly, whiny and incapable. i wanna prove to myself that i can do well in maths.

just rushed back to sch to collect politics package for cls, nearly forgot, luckily fredfred helped me get the zap auntie to wait. hoho i guess fred and seow enjoyed their pt today (:

oh yes and 1807 won yog phototaking competition plus newspaper collection too! lalala

2008-02-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

Delayed post on vday. Thank you to the sweetest cls ever for all the pweety stuff u guys handmade. Love u all to bits. damn sayang when u guys all said didnt sleep the night before just to finish making the gifts, esp when u all had econs test. And thanks to sam, my angel joanna(who is omg my touch rug jnr im sry i didnt realise), and last but not least siyuan(wenger!) for the flowers (:

Balloon from mr paul frank- lenard!

One of the cards i made for everyone in cls. this one's for fred.
the 24th card was for mr calvin tan, who baked brownies for us. awww we got such a sweet 'cher. But he couldnt tell wad that the hearts formed his name cos i forgot that he's colour blind n i used 2 shades of green paper for background, plus green straws to fold the hearts.the msges that cls peeps wrote on his card were v amusing though.keke.

And this is xinjun's. me in background. class wore sec sch uniforms to sch on vday.

today me and tri were bored during bio tutorial even though bangla had a scandal that caused an uproar. hoho bluerushblue =) we decided to imitate laogao's laogao face.

kingkong is such a copy cat -.-
and he came up with this random joke amidst holocaust and japanese occupation. how can u use 3 because(s) in a sentence continuously without it being grammatically wrong?
"You cannot end the sentence with because, because 'because' is a conjunction.
ooo mushroom explode!
almost everyone in cls is taking part in xr's ccc drama production, either in makeup crew(hahaha we'll see how tujin doodles on faces, siao making other faces as siao as hers and lame face drawing on ppl faces to make them even lamer than hers) or as extras, singers, dancers, costumes etc. omg we're like so wonderfully helpful can.
1807 loves loves

2008-02-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

Just a quick entry before rushing to finish making vday gifts for the cls. Cant wait to meet my wonderful angel who totally spoilt me thru out this period.gave me a diva gift card, like 20 bucks, she;s so generous that i dunno wad to get for her.

road run on chinese new year's eve, i was the last minute cls mascot for rat mascot competition, cos the guys' race started and ah noi obviously couldnt take part, yea, so maluuuu!

anyway had a good run with siao! we reached the finishing line tgt.yayy 3.2km!
someone put our names down as competitive runners for Beta, but obviously we're not. so we were damn paiseh cos had to wear number tags(mines 318!) and if we were last few,will be such a humiliation. but i would say our speed was decent. considering how it was red day for me =(

CNY carnival, 1807 sold bubble tea, oreo milkshake, glass bottled soda. had such a blast, made over 1000 bucks & number one in profits.shake shake 18! at first we were all messed up, spilling syrup all over but aft awhile, it was lots of fun niaoing jiayi while working.girl,u totally cant multi task! business continued till we ran out of cups, pearls etc. every bottle of soda was sold too, yup so proud of us =) meanwhile thr were tutors n students who got dunked and creamed. CT paid to cream a veejay student.whoosh ct!

Chinese New Year, went to too many places too much to say, just brief photo captions then.

Karaoke with family,omg i love pink microphones

mom and dad attempting jay chou, :D

zi lian-ing

mahjong!

she's stressed =x
2 bestest cousins & me. shanshan & sophia
auntie eda working on eyelash extensions
aww she did free threading, plucking eyebrows etc for couz & aunts.
the long eyelashes really looked good on shan,
so, drop by holland V brow haus!

2008-02-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

No time to blog much, just some random photos from Go Green Day 27 Jan
basically the photographer(s) cant take decent angled photos

1807 lame face series

jiayi: oi not my fault i have lame face

laogao: monkeys dont belong in cages
ah noi: dont hit my pretty face

1807 thunder god series

bin chao chao number 1: stone queen tardy queen (ms wong pls dont kill me, photographer is calvin)

bin chao chao number 2: the mad couple next door is pissing me off
bin chao chao number 3: i am kingkong hear me ROAR
bin chao chao number 4: im peaceful but im hungry

more random shots...
stoning, waiting for the lorry whose navigator is zhongwei n it took sooo long to arrive. really the last straw,man.

style-wong ferrying a monkey in trolley
chen da niang's attempt to assasinate a parasite
but parasite survived...
civics tutor mr calvin tan wearing his pretty zenith shirt

ouch dont get infected by no link ET

koey men-sao!
hohoho peaceful, jolyn and their junior
me, i didnt slack okay
my group at block 116: siao, me, sally, elmo
half of 1807 plus 1808
jinjin, my toilet cleaner
one round of chop chilli chop before we set off
wanna guess who was the lousy photographer? here's a clue (:

2008-01-31T16:04:00.000+08:00

ohh look i received sth distressing during stress management contact time today.
its from my ahem 'well-wisher'

so its official that person wont let me live to see my 18th bday.
huat arh

no jin jin should not be jailed
he should eat toilet paper THEN be put behind the bars.

2008-01-27T04:16:00.000+08:00

Googled for marimo & thr weren't many images. decided that my pair were the cutest. thanks sam (:

mrcalvintan asked if it can be found in sg, in places like looney tunes(he meant mini toons =x) seeing how much he kept playing with it, decided to help him ebay for it, but didnt get any gd results.awww.

ct: i wonder if thr r giant ones that u can hang on ur bag so when u see someone u like... *does a swinging motion*

yea the magnet makes them kiss.
chiaz, louis, me & siao: wl 'cher/ -.- "
dong: eh why we have this kind of teacher huh...

anyway ct doesnt think he looks like calvin though 4 of us all thought he does after much comparison during consultation on thurs. his eyes n the way his hair spikes really is identical to the comic calvin. and he gave up saying, ok ok i will bring a tiger to sch tmr.

kingkong helped someone profess her love on fri amidst the rush of a compre+ summary. lets put it this way, gp lessons r always so happening.

although still feel alittle fucked up when i think abt wad happened but am much less upset now. thanks to the encouraging smses, the darlings who gave me koala hugs.And siao who made me laugh so hard during 1st period,abt guanyinma swivelling around in n floating in the middle of a table sprinkling holy water on the heads of 6 idoits. also, tri for treating me to paddlepop n listening so intently despite ur own problems. woman, its not easy i know, give urself some time. a quote from Hal Borland for u: No winter lasts forever; no spring skips its turn. and no matter wad, we will be thr for u ok, wo ai de ren.

2008-01-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

ooo my mortal for vday is uber cute =)

2008-01-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

know my teamies meant well but its kinda hard to face them somehow
If not for the fucking tumour, i may not have lost so many things. If only that nightmare never happened.If only someone could understand the pain that never goes away.

ONGJUNMIN u cant play rugby.its a game of reflexes. but u've got the slowest reaction i've ever seen in a living thing.
everyone slap junmin because she will only react tmr morning.

im not giving up!
never say die
but for now its booze out.

在绝望的面前
洒落一地心碎
就算是伤悲
我不想太狼狈

hmm today wasnt entirely without joy too.i love my cls, mad 1807 can never go thru a day without rounds n rounds of laughing. i was the joke of the day, running into the 2 mr tans outside staff room AGAIN. And the siaos collapsed into chem lecture laughing =.=
noi even said that soon Shanmugaratnam will know abt my wonderful scandals.aiyooo.

2008-01-22T16:20:00.000+08:00

RSN rugby coming up. i really need the strength to carry on. if u enjoy doing something does it mean you will excel in it?

Fri 18jan
me n siao distributed flyers at 12 blocks of flats for leo club newspaper collection day. Alot more tiring than PT, it was freaking tiring climbing the stairs. Although we ended up quite dulan at some point, talking abt everything under the sun with siao, made it seem less of a chore.

Sat 19Jan
Celebrated Keith's 18th bday at his hse. Happy birthday to my dear sis! mr chang bought hooch for me :)

Thr were like 5 laptops for dota-.- Played games on xbox and wii(omg its like so addictive).Blah i sucked at Burnout.Kiat: when these 3 girls get their driving license, automobile insurance will include more exclusion clauses.

Cooked, or rather i stared at the cook cooking cos carebear decided to fry finger food for kif's guests n i got to know some of kif's v nice poly clsmates in the kitchen. Thr's junhui who is seriously pro, just calmly threw the fries into hot oil, mengyee who cant cook,just like me :) and wenjie(ng) who turned out to be wenjie's(lee wenjie: boonkiat, vincent, woonjay) pri 1 clsmate. the world is so small huh.

anyway, thr's a person i wanna meet, a person who looks v much like me.

They whipped up pasta for dinner n thr was this gossip session. wengsoon said sth really interesting =)) kif cut his cake(18 candles=legal!(: his whole fridge is filled with liquor), n escaped smashing. Wenjie & this buff dragonboater guy gave us a culture shock at the price of 12bucks.yea they kissed on the lips, sponsored by darren. Sat around drinking bailey's, which is seriously the most wonderful alcoholic drink, hello cx how could u not like it?! still waiting for photos to post (which i will look spastic in cos the guys decided it was interesting to push the wonderfully tall me down).

today 22jan econs h1, wound up sitting next to angus who has such entertaining talent in drawing caricatures. maths, siao n jiayi randomly played hangman with me. i got the sentences at one shot. maybe its cos the topics were too sensitive n obvious! supposed to go for public bio lecture on biofuels&food at NTU but dear mr ng said we cant afford to miss official tutorials. argh i really wanted to go(x3), not for the sake of skipping group pe.

something random from maths lecture
SIAO LOVES TIT MENG.

something less random,i realised u opened up alot this yr to become the You im more familiar with (or is it cos we never really tried hard enough to get to know u?) And we shall welcome u with open arms.somehow i feel the need to make u feel that ure a part of the gang. just wanna say that i like this You much more.

And here's the song lyrics as promised to twin:
歌曲：对的人

你问在我心中是否还苦恼
那次受伤否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照我一切都好
一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要
宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角

那次流过的泪让我学习到
如何祝福如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要是一种对照

2008-01-14T08:51:00.000+08:00

Vincent's post reminds me of some gd news.
Bian bian is taking 2 h3s, o-m-g.
Yayyy next term he will come to tj (=
its been ages since i last saw him.

2008-01-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

Caught the flu. Get well soon ah noi & whoever else who's not feeling well too =)

Thanks to the laogaos i get teased abt mr tyl everyday. Our dear civics plus gp tutor has short term memory. thurs he stood behind me teasing wads-her-name abt mr tyl apparently forgetting im the one.

me: *turns and stare at him*
mr tan: *jumps back*
short while later..
mr tan: ...collect gp package, who's my gp rep?
me:wads-her-name lor
mr tan: oh nooo i offended the wrong person..*laughs x3*

yea he forgot thrice that im gp rep. today he reminded me for 5th time to get gp package(ultimate stm!) & i gave him a diao face.
mr tan: ehh! wads with that look? i was asking u so sincerely *imitates my diao face*

I think he will be a cool CT though we miss mr lau loads too! Too bad he didnt teach us in j1 cos he wont understand the cls gossips & nonsense from 2007. hmmm he looks somewhat like cal from calvin & hobbes, amusingly he is called calvin too ;)

1st week of official schooling was mentally & physically exhausting. Reckon i ran around 9km. Daddy was wrong, i survived one week of walking to sch from home. From now on, the entire Bio tutorials must be done. Leave any blanks and u'll be standing outside clsroom, scary bah?

thank u girl, meekia, siao, ms wong for listening abt baby and the numerous hugs. And ahnoi & laogao for making me laugh any time.

2008-01-11T14:00:00.000+08:00

Feeling kinda down today. Ownage by chem test. All the best to those who appealed for 4H2s.

Lunch was entertaining as usual. 2 of the laogaos, kingkong & xiang rui (whom the econs teacher promptly called xiang ru =x ) were caroling in marquee, and soon the song mutated to involve members of 1807. The most classic line of the song: xiangrui & THE jiayi! So me n triee were happily singing it & when we reached '5 tan qian ying!' thr was this uber loud thunder & we stun. Now that part is censored, 5 tan qian **** & a loud boom. Making the vid is gonna be lotsa fun!

Training 6 rounds track+lucky heights route for PE= i went home n slept w/o studying for maths test.
New coach came today. She's a pretty young lady, also alumni of TJ. Had a game of Rugby Tag,& losing team rolled on the field as forfeit. During attack defense drill, clarise & kim collided into each other & we all freaked out cos there was quite some blood. Ms Ang brought them to opposite clinic for stitches. Get well soon my dear teammies. The scars will be less visible over time & im sure thr are ways to get rid of them too. Dont worry Clarise dear u will still be a pretty girl no matter wad. It was a painful reminder of my own op though. But we are all brave girls so everything will be fine!

I didnt know what i was doing for the entire training, chucking balls causing change of possession so many times. Coach subbed me out & i sat on field watching them play & emo-ing abt my lack of ball sense, academic achievements, musical talent, good looks. Basically felt like a good-for-nothing. Remembering wad mr calvin tan said abt self-affirmation during emo periods, decided to think abt wad gd things others wrote abt me on that postcard. And all i could recall was: bimbo.

is it just me or are there days where u just wish u could hide in a hole & cry

2008-01-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

Rugby PT ystd was draining & your smile brightened up my day. The next morning before joining 1807 for breakfast i got the same smile from u, but this time my sky came tumbling down because u had with u company that i did not expect.

believe me when i say dreams are the opposite of reality.
such a pity that i had such a sweet dream

2008-01-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

OG 10 was really cute so even though Erypion didnt win, we had lotsa fun. During Amazing Race i reminisced abt my own orientation, aishah the energizer bunny, me acting as kengmun, getting to know girl, someone's dilemma at suntec etc etc.

Mass dance at suntec was cool, cos the rain stopped for us! Went quite wild. We just let it all go n made as much noise as we pleased,repeatedly did TJ boleh cheer & running around forming human train. I think thats gonna be the most carefree night for days to come though.

Felt that all the OGMs of 10 did wonderfully for skit, planning n piecing tgt the story of 4 countries, injecting humor into it(love the part abt india), & acting it out. So proud of Terence who was amazing for O-nite pageant too. The breakdancing part was gd plus he looked all gentlemanly dancing with nicole.To us, he is already a charming pageant king no matter what.

OGL-ing was a meaningful experience. Sharing the bits & pieces of what TJ meant to each of us ;)

mushroom ogl trivia~
yo lee sa see (x2)
erypion eh moh gor jin dua liap!

2008-01-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

Deleted off spiffylemon to start a new blog in 2008.Its been stagnant for so long anyways.Ceph is right, this is going to be a special yr,i'll need a channel to express my joy,fears & expectations.
Here are my 2008 new yr resolutions:
1.show my appreciation for people around me.spread the love!
2.always try to complete my work on time, and reduce last min studying for tests.dont daydream so much
3.smile once & make someone else smile daily
4.regular volunteering at children's cancer foundation

its gonna be a meaningful yr ahead