ohh look i received sth distressing during stress management contact time today.
its from my ahem 'well-wisher'

so its official that person wont let me live to see my 18th bday.
huat arh

no jin jin should not be jailed
he should eat toilet paper THEN be put behind the bars.


Googled for marimo & thr weren't many images. decided that my pair were the cutest. thanks sam (:


mrcalvintan asked if it can be found in sg, in places like looney tunes(he meant mini toons =x) seeing how much he kept playing with it, decided to help him ebay for it, but didnt get any gd results.awww.

ct: i wonder if thr r giant ones that u can hang on ur bag so when u see someone u like... *does a swinging motion*

yea the magnet makes them kiss.
chiaz, louis, me & siao: wl 'cher/ -.- "
dong: eh why we have this kind of teacher huh...

anyway ct doesnt think he looks like calvin though 4 of us all thought he does after much comparison during consultation on thurs. his eyes n the way his hair spikes really is identical to the comic calvin. and he gave up saying, ok ok i will bring a tiger to sch tmr.

kingkong helped someone profess her love on fri amidst the rush of a compre+ summary. lets put it this way, gp lessons r always so happening.

although still feel alittle fucked up when i think abt wad happened but am much less upset now. thanks to the encouraging smses, the darlings who gave me koala hugs.And siao who made me laugh so hard during 1st period,abt guanyinma swivelling around in n floating in the middle of a table sprinkling holy water on the heads of 6 idoits. also, tri for treating me to paddlepop n listening so intently despite ur own problems. woman, its not easy i know, give urself some time. a quote from Hal Borland for u: No winter lasts forever; no spring skips its turn. and no matter wad, we will be thr for u ok, wo ai de ren.


ooo my mortal for vday is uber cute =)



know my teamies meant well but its kinda hard to face them somehow
If not for the fucking tumour, i may not have lost so many things. If only that nightmare never happened.If only someone could understand the pain that never goes away.

ONGJUNMIN u cant play rugby.its a game of reflexes. but u've got the slowest reaction i've ever seen in a living thing.
everyone slap junmin because she will only react tmr morning.

im not giving up!
never say die
but for now its booze out.

在绝望的面前
洒落一地心碎
就算是伤悲
我不想太狼狈

hmm today wasnt entirely without joy too.i love my cls, mad 1807 can never go thru a day without rounds n rounds of laughing. i was the joke of the day, running into the 2 mr tans outside staff room AGAIN. And the siaos collapsed into chem lecture laughing =.=
noi even said that soon Shanmugaratnam will know abt my wonderful scandals.aiyooo.



RSN rugby coming up. i really need the strength to carry on. if u enjoy doing something does it mean you will excel in it?

Fri 18jan
me n siao distributed flyers at 12 blocks of flats for leo club newspaper collection day. Alot more tiring than PT, it was freaking tiring climbing the stairs. Although we ended up quite dulan at some point, talking abt everything under the sun with siao, made it seem less of a chore.

Sat 19Jan
Celebrated Keith's 18th bday at his hse. Happy birthday to my dear sis! mr chang bought hooch for me :)

Thr were like 5 laptops for dota-.- Played games on xbox and wii(omg its like so addictive).Blah i sucked at Burnout.Kiat: when these 3 girls get their driving license, automobile insurance will include more exclusion clauses.

Cooked, or rather i stared at the cook cooking cos carebear decided to fry finger food for kif's guests n i got to know some of kif's v nice poly clsmates in the kitchen. Thr's junhui who is seriously pro, just calmly threw the fries into hot oil, mengyee who cant cook,just like me :) and wenjie(ng) who turned out to be wenjie's(lee wenjie: boonkiat, vincent, woonjay) pri 1 clsmate. the world is so small huh.

anyway, thr's a person i wanna meet, a person who looks v much like me.

They whipped up pasta for dinner n thr was this gossip session. wengsoon said sth really interesting =)) kif cut his cake(18 candles=legal!(: his whole fridge is filled with liquor), n escaped smashing. Wenjie & this buff dragonboater guy gave us a culture shock at the price of 12bucks.yea they kissed on the lips, sponsored by darren. Sat around drinking bailey's, which is seriously the most wonderful alcoholic drink, hello cx how could u not like it?! still waiting for photos to post (which i will look spastic in cos the guys decided it was interesting to push the wonderfully tall me down).

today 22jan econs h1, wound up sitting next to angus who has such entertaining talent in drawing caricatures. maths, siao n jiayi randomly played hangman with me. i got the sentences at one shot. maybe its cos the topics were too sensitive n obvious! supposed to go for public bio lecture on biofuels&food at NTU but dear mr ng said we cant afford to miss official tutorials. argh i really wanted to go(x3), not for the sake of skipping group pe.

something random from maths lecture
SIAO LOVES TIT MENG.

something less random,i realised u opened up alot this yr to become the You im more familiar with (or is it cos we never really tried hard enough to get to know u?) And we shall welcome u with open arms.somehow i feel the need to make u feel that ure a part of the gang. just wanna say that i like this You much more.

And here's the song lyrics as promised to twin:
歌曲：对的人

你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙 却不能为了寂寞 又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现 在眼角

那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照







Vincent's post reminds me of some gd news.
Bian bian is taking 2 h3s, o-m-g.
Yayyy next term he will come to tj (=
its been ages since i last saw him.






Feeling kinda down today. Ownage by chem test. All the best to those who appealed for 4H2s.

Lunch was entertaining as usual. 2 of the laogaos, kingkong & xiang rui (whom the econs teacher promptly called xiang ru =x ) were caroling in marquee, and soon the song mutated to involve members of 1807. The most classic line of the song: xiangrui & THE jiayi! So me n triee were happily singing it & when we reached '5 tan qian ying!' thr was this uber loud thunder & we stun. Now that part is censored, 5 tan qian **** & a loud boom. Making the vid is gonna be lotsa fun!

Training 6 rounds track+lucky heights route for PE= i went home n slept w/o studying for maths test.
New coach came today. She's a pretty young lady, also alumni of TJ. Had a game of Rugby Tag,& losing team rolled on the field as forfeit. During attack defense drill, clarise & kim collided into each other & we all freaked out cos there was quite some blood. Ms Ang brought them to opposite clinic for stitches. Get well soon my dear teammies. The scars will be less visible over time & im sure thr are ways to get rid of them too. Dont worry Clarise dear u will still be a pretty girl no matter wad. It was a painful reminder of my own op though. But we are all brave girls so everything will be fine!

I didnt know what i was doing for the entire training, chucking balls causing change of possession so many times. Coach subbed me out & i sat on field watching them play & emo-ing abt my lack of ball sense, academic achievements, musical talent, good looks. Basically felt like a good-for-nothing. Remembering wad mr calvin tan said abt self-affirmation during emo periods, decided to think abt wad gd things others wrote abt me on that postcard. And all i could recall was: bimbo.

is it just me or are there days where u just wish u could hide in a hole & cry




Rugby PT ystd was draining & your smile brightened up my day. The next morning before joining 1807 for breakfast i got the same smile from u, but this time my sky came tumbling down because u had with u company that i did not expect.

believe me when i say dreams are the opposite of reality.
such a pity that i had such a sweet dream



OG 10 was really cute so even though Erypion didnt win, we had lotsa fun. During Amazing Race i reminisced abt my own orientation, aishah the energizer bunny, me acting as kengmun, getting to know girl, someone's dilemma at suntec etc etc.

Mass dance at suntec was cool, cos the rain stopped for us! Went quite wild. We just let it all go n made as much noise as we pleased,repeatedly did TJ boleh cheer & running around forming human train. I think thats gonna be the most carefree night for days to come though.

Felt that all the OGMs of 10 did wonderfully for skit, planning n piecing tgt the story of 4 countries, injecting humor into it(love the part abt india), & acting it out. So proud of Terence who was amazing for O-nite pageant too. The breakdancing part was gd plus he looked all gentlemanly dancing with nicole.To us, he is already a charming pageant king no matter what.

OGL-ing was a meaningful experience. Sharing the bits & pieces of what TJ meant to each of us ;)

mushroom ogl trivia~
yo lee sa see (x2)
erypion eh moh gor jin dua liap!


Deleted off spiffylemon to start a new blog in 2008.Its been stagnant for so long anyways.Ceph is right, this is going to be a special yr,i'll need a channel to express my joy,fears & expectations.
Here are my 2008 new yr resolutions:
1.show my appreciation for people around me.spread the love!
2.always try to complete my work on time, and reduce last min studying for tests.dont daydream so much
3.smile once & make someone else smile daily
4.regular volunteering at children's cancer foundation

its gonna be a meaningful yr ahead

Junmin
[jimmie]
[13 aug]
[17+]
[chocoholic]



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